The past feels to be knocking on a lot of people's doors at the moment in the form of memories, dreams, old emotions you haven't felt in a long time, aspects you thought you had long buried, and people you have long not had contact with. Whenever the past (or anything really!) knocks like this, there is a reason although the reason is never usually what it seems to be on the surface.
The emotions being
triggered can leave us feeling like someone has dragged us backward
into some murky time that we really would rather not visit again, yet it
is very beneficial to just bite the bullet and confront this energy, as
otherwise it can make us feel like we're going to implode mentally
and/or emotionally, and even affect our state of health physically.
a seat with this part of you imagining it as a personality (be it an
intense emotion you've been feeling, or a health symptom or an energy
influence) and try one of the following: Journal with it, asking it
some questions or meditate and do the same, trust the dialogue that
comes from this; get out your crayons or paints and draw whatever comes
to you; or have a conversation with a conscious friend to help give you
clarity if you need extra support.
This isn't about doing more digging.
This is about consciously working with the energy waves that we are
swimming in these days, and consciously SEEING what they are wanting to
show us (which is more of our selves). The waves are taking us to new
heights, and in the process aspects of ourselves are being transformed.
This is happening with or without our conscious input.
input simply helps us move through the waves with greater understanding
and thus ease, and helps the waves move through us with fewer
restrictions. The irony is that consciousness goes hand in hand with
increased sensitivity, so of course you will also FEEL things more
acutely which is not easy - but understanding does make it more easeful.
(c) Dana Mrkich 2013
I have been awash in these experiences for the past 6 months or so. The most amazing one was a very lucid dream in which my father appeared to apologize for not being the father I deserved. I haven't seen my father in 40 years. I don't know if he is alive or dead. But his visit and his apology healed some very deep wounds that I didn't even realize still existed. It was one of a number of experiences that sometimes leave me reeling.ReplyDelete