There
is a big free-floating feeling in the air these days. The more our
consciousness becomes centred in our hearts as opposed to our minds, the
more an 'unplugging' of sorts takes place. It is an unplugging of our
former paradigm, including an unplugging of old beliefs that held our
reality and identity together. More and more our awareness and focus is
being brought into NOW, and so you may be finding it really difficult,
detached even, to think about the past or future in the same way you
used to. Recalling memories might feel strange, and planning for the
future might feel like you are grasping at clouds that keep changing
every moment.
This consciousness shift - from the mind to the
heart - is a naturally occurring process at this point in our evolution.
It is a process we can either go along with without even realising,
actively participate in and open to, resist, fear, avoid or actively
push against.
The unplugging process is ultimately a positive,
empowering and liberating one but it can feel very ungrounding because
we are so used to being centred in a much denser reality. Our new
reality is much more fluid, and while there is a huge amount of freedom
in that, it can also feel very disconcerting to not be entirely sure of
who you are anymore, where you are headed, or what you are wanting. It
can also bring up feelings of apathy or depression as there's this sense
of not really wanting to do anything, or feeling like what's the point
of it all?
Those feelings tend to come up when a lot is being
unplugged at once (within your energy field, including physical
reality), and we can feel like we are in limbo or in the void of the
unknown. Yet what this is doing is creating space for our new to come
online, to be activated, to enter us, to be embodied, to awaken. And
when the space is fully clear, and the old has been released, that's
when we get these surges of energy and inspiration, sudden flashes of
thought and feelings of 'ooh I wouldn't mind doing xyz' or 'hmmm I'm
really feeling to now eat this way, or I'm really wanting to spend more
time doing abc, or I really have to stop doing such and such, it's
beyond time.'
This process goes in waves....unplugging
unplugging, feeling blagh, feeling empty.....space is created, old is
released, new comes online....ooh feeling joy, feeling great, feeling
inspired.....then more unplugging....oh crap, I feel blagh again! Ride
the wave.
Unplugging from an old aspect of you isn't easy. It
has been your identity for a long time. So a grieving might take place.
And you might resist, because certain old aspects of you may be
connected to your income, or important relationships, that would need to
be let go of if you are to fully let that old aspect go. Your soul will
tell you, 'You will be okay" but it can take a while to fully jump
because that emotional and physical survival part of you is saying "What
are you doing?? What is going to happen to us?"
For myself I
have been getting taps on the shoulder for some time to give my crown
chakra a rest, particularly in relation to my one-on-one Soul Sessions.
Not just for my own health and growth, but also for the growth and
potential of my clients. Rather than bring the info through in that way,
I am being called to place greater attention on things like my courses
and other ideas I have, that help people to bring their own information
through and embody the new energies in our everyday lives and world.
I listened to these nudges and cut down on clients a few years ago
after Jax was born, sticking to a few a week. However leading up to this
trip I got very firm instructions from my Soul - it is time to stop the
Sessions now. Is this forever? I'm not sure, but this time definitely
feels different to the ordinary breaks from them I've had in the past.
Intuitively I knew that the second I let go, the more space, time and
inspiration I would have for whatever new passions and directions
awaited me, yet it was still emotionally hard because it's something
that comes naturally and easily to me, and helps people, and helps
toward the family income. And here I am on a long trip letting go of it!
But I can hardly encourage people to jump off the cliff and let go of
jobs, and not do so myself when guided to do so!
So as a part of
all this, energy messages have also been few and far between. I'm just
going with the flow with that. When I get the wooshka rush of one, it
will be here as this one is today. It is one of the hugest gifts you
can give yourself to allow yourself to step back from your life for a
moment, to clear the slate, and ask: okay, from this blank slate, what
do I now want to add? What from the old do I want to keep? And what new
things want to come in?
You don't have to go on a long trip to
do that although it definitely helps to get away from your usual
environment even for a weekend, or a week away if you can. I've also
done a life stocktake many times at home with a pen and a journal,
asking myself: what is it time to let go of? What new things do I want
to do/move toward? With current energies in mind, this isn't so much a
'planning the future' exercise, more so it is about connecting with
yourself, taking time to listen to your Soul and to hear your heart.
How are you all going?
(c) Dana Mrkich 2015